I'm so happy you're mine

6 August

From botani all my friends invite me to go open fast at Macdonald , but i don't want cause last night i didn't open fast with my family so today i must open fast at home with my mum . After done ate i take a shower and receive to many call from my friends they force me to come Macdonald.

Friends = Weh datang lah meh lepak sekali 

Me = Hm maleh ah , ramai tak awek kat sana ? haha kalo tada malas lah
Friends = Mai lah weh , cepat lah .
Me = Okay okay aku dtg , wait jap .(endcall)

So i'm ready to go but still lazy to move i got to kitchen take some drink and sit infront of tv . Again my friends call . Damn haha i'm feel so lazy to going Macdonald

Friends = Acang katne ?
Me = Umah la . otw otw hehe
Friends = Cepat lah anis ada sini dengan lelaki mana entah
Me = Oh yeah ? hm kk .(endcall)

5minute later i arrive at Macdonald i see my ex girlfriends motorcycle so my friends don't joking , going inside Macdonald i can't see my ex girl so i go to toilet and meet the boy who hang out with her . I'm just talk nicely with that guy blablabla okay my ex girl already go home . Now time to play the games ! i go to magic planet while im playing COD get a message from my ex girl . She said sorry and don't have any relation with that boy and blablabla

7 August
Hehe so stress with that situation so today i hang out with someone to see a movie ! Rise Planet Of The Apes that story was so emotional i almost crying HAHA finish that movie we walking going to rooftop and drop people around us . We just doing nothing just talk talk and she is the good listener i love to talk with her blablabla on the plan we want open fasting together but her mum already call ask her to back to go her grandma house it's okay lah a few minute after that my ex girl lil sister call and ask me "where are you ? with who ? and blablabla" my mood turn around hmm so almost time to open the FAST hee i go to Macdonald open fasting alone while eating i see people around me get one body builder look so scaryy brr haha after that my stomach do the problem oh dammit ! rushing going back to home .Okay now i online do talk to a few people story my sadness and they say just chill ilvy chill chill hm sobbing , thanks pep ! i hear to some random song on youtube and i found the one really relaxing me <3 i just hear to that song all night untill i got boring i click another song and found all the song almost with my story . Again my eyes drop a tear my heart so pain and hopely she will changed cause i really love her men !

I text my ex girl i don't hide my feeling i just say what i want and after a few message she gone . i'm just like "oh okay" i hear to all the random song and i fall to a the song that i found tonight . So i tell her how my feel why i cannot stop thingking about her , i tell that i really love her but she don't believe me that i love her song by song i hear it story about how my love to her and i just say it back to her .

8 August
i keep tell her hope she realize how much i need and love her after a few message she say she want me back i was glad to hear that now she realize how important me to her . i'm so happy she was mine again :) i love you babe !

It’s cold putting up a fight
Arguing back and forth through the night. Regardless what I said and I don’t most of it you know I really love you, this the realest goin’ get,It take time to realise what you really wanna know . You was ready for it all but your feelings I ignored I know my fault, I should’ve gave more now you’re gone and im gone awayyy .

Reminscing back when I made that mistake I wish it never ended with a heartbreak
Now your heart broken tears in ya face . Ask myself why ? I'm looking at the sky
If I could turn back I’d make it all right . Praying that you better but its still stormy weather don’t wanna let go but the rain wont let up.


Now you gone,
still thinking bout you everyday and I know feelings was hurt and you can blame me but I’m sorry for the games that I played but now it’s too late and now she’s...

A life without love is not really a life at all
It's always hard to stand, when you're too afraid to fall
My back's against the wall, my world is getting small
Then what do you know; it is you that I call, so were...

Back in the same position
Back with the same decision
Back again, but this time, nobody listens

It's happens so often, it's bound to get old
It's easy to fall in love, but it's difficult to let go

And we both know, that'll never be an option
Too deep in love to dig ourselves out from the bottom

With out I can't manage, so you always take advantage
Why do people take the best things in life for granted?
The games that we are playing are the same ones we are losing
And there's other guy's and girl, but each other we keep choosing

What the hell are we doing? We're leaving us smothered
Push each other to the gutter, so we never love another

I know you ain't good for me,I ain't good for you either
But no matter what we say, I know you need me like I need ya'

So what the hell do you do when you're too blinded to care
That the person of your dreams turns to your nightmare


You keep acting so naïve, saying I'm not who you need
Then you drop down to your knees, and plead for me not to leave

You tell me that you love me, then you tell me that you hate me
Then you calling me your problem, then you calling me your baby

And lately it feels like, my whole world is going crazy
I love that you can change me, but I hate what you have made me

Sacrificed all of my pride, just to have you by my side
But the truth always hurts, when you're living a lie

But I, don't even care, my heart won't ever listen
Love is just a word, but you bring it definition

I don't wanna see you go, I don't wanna have you stay
I don't wanna live tomorrow, if I can't have you today

My love

A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.

Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again my love.

I try to read, I go to away
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking.
And all my love, I'm holding on forever

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of Anis Shaqirah

Just dream

I wake up right about the mid-afternoon with the sun in the sky and night's is coming soon and I walk to the mirror just to fix myself Yeah life gets harder when you love nothing else so I pick cigarette from the table I guess I'm a man of no recourse I smoke another cigarette i got no remorse and say a little prayer for chill in me "I swear I used to be what I truly believed"  I'm just a man with these broken dreams.


    What's left inside me everything is gone? People ask me "Why? i don't have any answers don't know what to say my knees are getting tired, too tired I don't really have a place to go one more paper of weed then I swear that I'm going home I'm alone where are the final destination ? I want to meet you here in heaven :)

New life as Dope Boy

July for couple days I'm just lay on bed hurt sick and broken just waiting for you to come
I know you're sick of me I cant see through your eyes so I'm just trying distance myself because i know i can't have you.

  So i keep waiting and stoned for two days on my bed almost 3 days in room It feels like I'm killin myself it willin myself and i pray for some help i go outside with kido muska thanks men take me at home . that night I'm still hurt and get message from you im kindda disappointed with you so i don't reply any fucking damn message of yours.


On that day 5 july 11.30pm
That day I away away from people and you're gone like an angel with wings fly away from me I remember your brown eyes ! So sad i keep holding my tears i dont want anyone know only darkness and night keep dancing with me I TRY TO HOLD IT but have been to long i try to hold so light up the flame i keep smoked the weed until next morning I'm gone and sleep I will always remember Anis Shaqirah Zamri I'll regret it forever.Everything was so worthless to me you were perfect.GOODBYE I'll stay here keep hurt myself and find my purpose It's hard to say but everything will be okay.

I'm Fine

People said i've changed so much .
Well , here's the truth. I grew up .
I stopped letting people push me around all the time .
I learned that you can't always be happy . i accepted reality :)

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I'm fresh

-THANKS TO BC-13 FAMILY I LOVE CRUNK FAMILY-

Christmas 2010

Tell me whats your name and your life

I miss how happy i was with you :)

I keep myself busy with thing to do but everytime i pause , i still think of you !

Don't Giving Up

driving away from the wreck of the day and the light's always red in the rear-view . desperately close to a coffin of hope  I'd cheat destiny just to be near you If this is giving up , then I'm giving up If this is giving up , then I'm giving up giving up On love , On love

Miss both of you :)

On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.
And this thing turned out so evil, I don’t know why I’m still surprised.
Even angels have their wicked schemes and you take death to new extremes.

Family

NGEAHAHA

HAHA yeah i love to laugh and sometime make u feel jerk and think im annoyed .

 I love you more when I laugh more powerful.sorry for make you feel jerk HAHAHA i love you more for sure if i laugh so much 

I like the beard

I hope so,I have a beard XD hee .

Aerospoke !

Anyone can buy or give me aerospoke ? aww <3 i really want it  

It's So Hard To Love Someone That Don't Love You Anymore

I'm always waiting for you to look back and smile at me but it seems you're getting away from me. you're so happy with your friends like me does not mean anything else in your life as i don't care about you, but deep within my heart still loving you. i ran away just to make you miss me and i make you miss me but do not see you love me anymore :(

There's Nothing Left To Say.Hope I Can Treat You Like This Ladies

Actually I LOVE YOU

Dear ,
You're nice.So cute and damn adorable to me ,i love the way you smile its makes me melting! I know i am not pefect as you think,I really missing you I want to call youu but i dont know why its hard and still  disappointed with you.
We laugh at the randomest thing.We always laugh like NGEAHAHHA and LALALALA You know my ugliest side.When you're sad, i'm will be always there to make sure you're okay.But hm you maybe have someone must be better than me btw thanks for being in my life.Even though we disagree sometimes,we never fight .I always give up with you because i am fucking loving youu but everything was over .

:'(

For You Girls

I guess you had it all when you left me with a broken heart and fuck you make me down,you know what ? i love you so much . im so sorry for the way i let you down and for the things went down between you and me.Baby when i die i don't want you to cry  keep my name alive and dry your eyes cause i never mean to say goodbye.

*When i die will you be on my side ? but you must remember i don't want you to cry :) promise .My heart will be always with you .

Lostworld :)

CEK SEMUA BARU JE HABES PMR SO PLAN NAK POIE LOSTWORLD UNTK LPAS KAN TENSION.
and semalam rabu(13october) kitorg berjaya menjejakkan kaki di lostword.sangat la teruja semua tak sabak nk masuk tpi bila masuk tada lah cool mana pun haha bosan gmpang so kitorg pun mula la membuat aktivit sendiri .sorang ke sana sorang sini pening pale sudahnya entah mana mana semua,so cek pun poie makan dulu ler ,lpas makan g zoo haha sbb cari yg lain tk jumpa .smpai kat zoo cek nmpk pnjaga lostworld tu cucuk2 bdan ular sawa yg besak ,geli gila .pelik juga asal dia cucuk2 ular tu rupa2nya mau check sama ada suda mati atau belum .lpas tu check jalen2 dlm zoo and diorang smua dtg , kitorg masuk taman burung huhu pee melompat lompat takut burung rupanya pee ni wahahaha ! lepas kitorg mcm biasalah pegi lostworld mesti la mandi time2 tgah best mandi ada rombongan skola ^^ uih awek semua cantek2 haha :P cuci mata jap ler .kitorg pun terjun la ke kolam tapi kan ada orang tu lemas la time mandi haha ingat kat hebat sangat berenang .tgk2 menggelupur tetibe haha lpas tu marah kitorg gelak dia haha pee pee ! bole mati oh .lpas tu kitaorg g hotspring mandi ayor paneh pula la untk kesihatan .time cek tgah best best berendam tetibe cek punya bontot kena sedut gan benda apa tah dlm tu hahaha melompat cek terkejut haha :D mcam2 kitorg sembang kat situ wahaha .bodo bodo je hmm lpas kitorg g main pirate cek tak mau meka semua degil nak . sudahnya semua muntah hahaha padan muka hangpa degil ! cek dah cakap toksah semua nak balik tada mood nak mandi dah . kitorg pun dah pueh mandi apa lagi g makan la vromm2 g mcd tambun lpak2 semua muka penat je haha tada mood masam je .nak balik uma cepat je semua hm abes je makn kitorg pun beransur lah .vromm ! race sapa sampaai umah dulu haha tamat !

Everyday In My Life

Yeah ! I Love To Smile When Wake Up From Bed and That Thing I Will Do For Whole Of My Life