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Tuesday, July 5, 2011

New life as Dope Boy

July for couple days I'm just lay on bed hurt sick and broken just waiting for you to come
I know you're sick of me I cant see through your eyes so I'm just trying distance myself because i know i can't have you.

  So i keep waiting and stoned for two days on my bed almost 3 days in room It feels like I'm killin myself it willin myself and i pray for some help i go outside with kido muska thanks men take me at home . that night I'm still hurt and get message from you im kindda disappointed with you so i don't reply any fucking damn message of yours.


On that day 5 july 11.30pm
That day I away away from people and you're gone like an angel with wings fly away from me I remember your brown eyes ! So sad i keep holding my tears i dont want anyone know only darkness and night keep dancing with me I TRY TO HOLD IT but have been to long i try to hold so light up the flame i keep smoked the weed until next morning I'm gone and sleep I will always remember Anis Shaqirah Zamri I'll regret it forever.Everything was so worthless to me you were perfect.GOODBYE I'll stay here keep hurt myself and find my purpose It's hard to say but everything will be okay.

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